It's not a sad story even though i went to see a movie alone in theater. It was Saturday that i made a plan to see a movie called Doctor Strange (wink wink yeah i'm fan of superhero movies) on Sunday. So i was thinking of the friends that i could go with but there was no one i could ask because none of them were interested in superhero/comic movies. So i went alone because i couldn't wait any longer because if i did there would be nothing to see and everything would be spoiled for me because of the internet, so i went to see it alone.
I was super nervous and excited to see the movie, excited because it was "Doctor Strange" and nervous because i was alone in the theater. When i went to purchased the ticket, i ask for a ticket, the person behind the ticket counter asked me "1 ticket?!" strangely with so much judgment in her voice, i said yes and brought it. Then i had to wait for the time to get inside the theater, i was feeling so awkward that everyone was either on a group of with a friend, so i went outside of the theater area and went to the Kamal Pokhari and waited there until it was 15 minutes to the movie and i went inside, it was more awkward for me because in the lobby area of the theater was more like lovers point then theater lobby. So being awkward and having so many cringe moment i went to movie and sat on the seat and i started feeling less and less awkward.
Going to the movie alone was one of the proudest decision i have ever made because going alone made me realise that i can do anything and i was breaking my comfort zone. The best thing about the comfort zone is that if you break it yourself then the person that comes out of that end is still you but with much more confidence and strong version of you. I know i know that every human is designed to be afraid of being alone but if you find strength to accept you are alone you will make more progress and grow more as a person. It's been 2 weeks since i went to the movie theater alone and i still feel proud and great that i went to see it alone. Now whenever i doubt about something, i am confident that i could do this if i can't do then i'm sure i'll here for the consequences.
I can still feel how overwhelmed i was after the movie, because the movie was great and worth it going alone, more than that i super happy and proud of myself!
Moral of the story is that
I was super nervous and excited to see the movie, excited because it was "Doctor Strange" and nervous because i was alone in the theater. When i went to purchased the ticket, i ask for a ticket, the person behind the ticket counter asked me "1 ticket?!" strangely with so much judgment in her voice, i said yes and brought it. Then i had to wait for the time to get inside the theater, i was feeling so awkward that everyone was either on a group of with a friend, so i went outside of the theater area and went to the Kamal Pokhari and waited there until it was 15 minutes to the movie and i went inside, it was more awkward for me because in the lobby area of the theater was more like lovers point then theater lobby. So being awkward and having so many cringe moment i went to movie and sat on the seat and i started feeling less and less awkward.
Going to the movie alone was one of the proudest decision i have ever made because going alone made me realise that i can do anything and i was breaking my comfort zone. The best thing about the comfort zone is that if you break it yourself then the person that comes out of that end is still you but with much more confidence and strong version of you. I know i know that every human is designed to be afraid of being alone but if you find strength to accept you are alone you will make more progress and grow more as a person. It's been 2 weeks since i went to the movie theater alone and i still feel proud and great that i went to see it alone. Now whenever i doubt about something, i am confident that i could do this if i can't do then i'm sure i'll here for the consequences.
I can still feel how overwhelmed i was after the movie, because the movie was great and worth it going alone, more than that i super happy and proud of myself!
Moral of the story is that
Don't underestimate yourself. You are capable of more than you can ever imagine.
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